you will only see the surface if you do not seek within its depth

Our creator is a revelation of existence, an undeniable force within us all, an expression of beauties persistence, a universe of wonder shared equally with us all. Our universe is a sanctuary for creation, an opportunity to express who we are, a journey of magic through exploration, from the ordinary to our perception of the bizarre. Through trust we experience the best of us, imbalance has the potential to destroy, our purpose is the understanding of trust, freedom is the experience of joy. Our strength as whole is unity, where love is the yearning to thrive, together we share this opportunity, passion is the realization of its drive.  

Our dreams are seeking an explanation, our imagination is the ability to explore, an understanding of energies creation, a world of sheer beauty to adore. Life is an a expression of possibility, to experience the power within ourselves, to thrive in the willingness of a community, an appreciation of the connection to ourselves. Our purpose is proof of our understanding, in direction we choose to lead, thorough possibility our lives are enchanting, the truth is as pure as its need. Our beliefs are the definition of reality, existence is in recognition of their flow, a celebration of ability, understanding ensures we grow.      

In mystery the mind seeks purpose, awareness is an understanding of the soul, the imagination brings the unknown to the surface, fear is a dependence on control. Power is the master of responsibility, wisdom is an interpretation of what we know, the greatest power is uncertainty, the light is equal to its shadow. In depth we seek understanding, we imagine how far it can go, our consciousness begins expanding, the unknown is a reflection of what we know. If we change the dynamics of our thinking, its outcome is understood in its flow, everyday is a new beginning, we exist in recognition of what we know.

Who am I ?

My story begins, without an understanding of its flow, I was ignorant to things, I had accepted what I did not know. I sought relief in nights out, with my wife and a friend, my existence was doubt, yet my potential had to end. I was assaulted by a stranger, an unknown enemy, in power I was a danger, this man had been waiting for me. An act of betrayal, a revelation of intent, its purpose was fatal, its outcome was meant. Unconscious in existence, blood poured out from my ears, at the mercy of assistance, a darkness in my tears. They rush me to hospital, where fate takes the reigns, their plan was diabolical, blood bleeding from my brain. In time it was waiting, the beginning of the end, the outcome was devastating, my family playing pretend.

They plot as I am sleeping, in truth I am unaware, the lies they are leading, their loyalty elsewhere. Unconscious yet optimistic, the transformation had begun, survival was unrealistic, in defeat I had won. My mind had lost everything, memories were ablaze, to hope I would cling, my life was a haze. The doctors wait for reaction, unresponsive for days, in silence their is action, a mystery in its ways. His voice crooked weakly, his gaze was distant, he looked lost and confused, like that of an infant. The pain was relentless, in mercy I believed, alone I was defenceless, in the mind I would leave. My family would visit me, I was unaware of their ties, evil enjoyed watching me, they are entities of lies. Their plan was destructive, the innocent must die, their acting was seductive, overcome I would cry.

In planning it was precision, I was forsaken from the start, every outcome is a decision, fear betrays the heart. A loyalty to evil, deception disguised as need, machines pretending to be people, the minds justification for greed. In times of suffering and uncertainty, trust is the understanding of care, abandoned for an eternity, without compassion we are despair. My family were my network, a trusted source of hope, their solution was a smirk, I did what I could to cope. Weakness finds opportunity, in those who don't belong, a taker of our dignity, where right is condemned to wrong. Escape will seek salvation, a responsibility to ourselves, an overwhelming sensation, trauma seeks fuel from itself. In silent desperation, we disassociate from pain, a protective vibration, my life will never be the same.

Strength is the understanding of struggle, a willingness to be, in the mind everything crumbles, exposed as mere fantasy. Our existence is a being, an illusion of outside, a voice is heard screaming, I am unprepared for this ride. An unpredictable experience, a question of resolve, the recognition of difference, is the key to which they solve. In the mind I have been taken, without dignity I am shame, in truth I am mistaken, my loss is a response to its gain. I am overwhelmed with misery, a belief attached to cost, at the mercy of my injury, a victim is the belief in loss. I am ashamed of what is left of me, a fighter is destined for war, a complete loss of identity, I yearn for the freedom I had before.

In belief I am the outcome, an understanding of something more, abandoned at my mums, painful memories trigger wars. Without hope I have lost my independence, my significance disappears, I dream of transcendence, a solution must be clear. In life we must endure, fear is the source of insecurities, through understanding we mature, by removing the minds impurities. Existence is opposed, a singular number, the open remains closed, we are one of the same number. In belief I am the same, I am worthy of direction, we lose power through blame, the darkness is my reflection. We exist in our minds, a vision of its capability, the creation of mankind, an expression of possibility.  

In isolation I felt secure, my suffering expected closure, my pain was convinced it was a cure, my role as a family man was over. Without change I was a disaster, in the mind my thoughts were rotten, in truth I am a master, in understanding I was forgotten. In the mind I felt powerless, I was giving purpose to its control, a feeling of hopelessness, overshadowed my soul. In defeat we hate victory, in two there are ones, the future is history, the moon is a sun. In despair I harboured hatred, I thought the worst of my life, in solitude I felt separated, we suffer due to strife. I yearned for acceptance, I was tired of pretend, a door without an entrance, a journey without an end.

In death we experience understanding, a beginning is understood at its end, the spirit begins dancing, the illusion has been condemned. Fear has no existence, the inevitability of time, in suffering we are resistance, in uncertainty we are the mind. Freedom escapes dependence, as a whole it appears, the path to independence, is a journey straight through fear. In truth we experience salvation, in darkness the light hides, an unwanted sensation, in recognition of our disguise. Trust is always happening, appreciation is change, the lies begin unravelling, actors on a stage. We evolve through our choices, in awareness we expand, in truth the soul rejoices, the minds eagerness to understand.

A year since my injury, isolation has left me confused, my previous existence is history, I have nothing left to lose. I decide to fly to Bangkok, in escape I seek relief, the consequences of shock, an infinite state of grief. A motorbike represents adventure, there is freedom in its ability, an opportunity for an avenger, whilst riding a man attacks me. Stunned by its ferocity, blood pouring from my face, a senseless expression of hostility, in safety I seek space. A grin of intent in the darkness, I feel unsteady on my feet, overcome by a sickness, without sense I must retreat. Another test of my resilience, an expression of fate, through time we appreciate brilliance, through understanding it creates. Back home I seek stability, a new job will pave the way, strength requires adversity, a price I have chosen to pay.  

Without sleep I am deprivation, my behaviour is hopelessly disturbed, suffering finds strength in isolation, I got exactly what I believed I deserved. Despair seeks relief in solidarity, a flame is expected to burn, addiction is a lack of clarity, I waited impatiently for my life to return. At three in the morning I venture outside, my shoes smile in anticipation of excitement, my drug fuelled mind used the darkness to hide, fear is the creator of confinement. Upon opening the door to the landing outside, my eyes meet the gaze of a stranger, through understanding my fear dies, an entity of a loving nature. A willingness guided me, through trust I approached without hesitation, an acceptance of responsibility, in truth we experience salvation.

I remember his expression, an understanding of me, a warmth you could feel within you, I remember his words, a loving confession, as he whispered the words ...

    "WE SHALL LOVE YOU” 

My nakedness revealed the morning, in understanding my situation lay, a miracle is betrayed with warning, its significance is its intention to stay. In power it defied belief, a revelation of my core, like a warm blanket of relief, it still engulfed me on the floor. My saviour had disappeared, my understanding had cleared the way, everything I had feared, the beliefs I chose to obey. A power I realized within me, the soul is the cure for decay, the next day I began writing poetry, in truth I had much to say. Through love we experience acceptance, imbalance creates inferiority, through truth we understand independence, my life is a reflection of me.

In God we have a purpose, aspiration is an understanding to fulfill, ignorance follows the circus, we are representations of will. In consequence we are belief, the truth is equal to our vibration, suppression seeks relief, the soul will express frustration. In doubt I judged my worth, my perception of other people, in the soul I discovered earth, as one our power is equal. In loneliness I experienced shame, the mind fears inferiority, in power I sought blame, creation is equal to its responsibility. Through compassion I experienced salvation, this man loved me unconditionally, through trust I experienced realization, I regained my sense of dignity.

In nature we recognise being, purpose finds understanding through harmony, a realization is a feeling, my existence is a responsibility. Emptiness required fulfilling, an individual suffers in vain, in power our connection is willing, as one our significance is the same. The mind creates value through competition, its worth is an illusion of lies, envy is derived from isolation, hatred is the inability to relinquish our disguise. Through poetry I revealed my deepness, in life I had been misunderstood, in the mind I was a weakness, in truth I believed I was no good. My life was changed by an encounter, a mystery had opened a door, in cost my mind was a counter, in truth the soul revealed all. .

In power my passion found purpose, poetry discovers meaning to explore, fear will seek justification on the surface, a lion is identified by its roar. Through music I hear opportunity, freedom is a dance within my room, maybe the man was capability, who sympathised with my doom. I think about my saviour daily, I question my understanding of it all, my family try to convince me I am crazy, they summon the psychiatrist to my door. Through excitement I define the miracle, its significance within my mind, honesty is openly visible, I have nothing harmful to hide. I sense my families unhappiness, their anger is impossible to hide, their actions turn to nastiness, wickedness is their drive. The depths of their depravity, they hate the happiness I have found, my success is deemed a tragedy, yet its outcome is profound.

Money disguised as significance, I detach from my understanding of it all, through truth I have attained willingness, a rise is a reflection of its fall. My beginning is marked with bankruptcy, control is established through debt, monies importance is equal to insanity, its power is an understanding of its threat. Through fear we seek distractions, our perception is the realization of intent, our lives are merely a reaction, to the beliefs the mind represents. My writing is a revelation of ability, I feel joy in the expression of its strength, change is the understanding of reality, distance is not dependent on length. Through patience I seek awareness, an observation of its means, the purpose of our consciousness, is the realization of its dreams. Life will thrive in its meaning, its purpose reveals its path, without direction we are dreaming, indecision will experience wrath.

The truth is the understanding of fiction, the imagination is our home, beyond belief we discover its description, the purpose of the unknown. The soul defines existence, its capability reveals our design, the impossible is a coincidence, what is ours will never be mine. Connected through its reality, the minds perspective of space, we are the makers of possibility, quality is in recognition of grace. Curiosity yearns to go deeper, the answers await those who dare, discovery is a leader, fear is the creator of despair. Motivation is anticipation, discipline is the patience to be, complication is an expectation, the unexpected remains free. God is the realization of harmony, an individual seeks something more, excitement is a reflection of uncertainty, the ocean does not end at the shore.

A responsibility to myself each morning, a mountain is an eagerness to climb, the ambitious experience joy through exploring, happiness is a detachment from time. My day begins with understanding, through meditation I realize how I feel, in thoughts their intention is planting, I am excited to learn what they reveal. In nature I establish unity, at one with all that exists, a walk is an appreciation of beauty, opportunity is painful to resist. I have learnt to smile at strangers, recognition is met with intent, fear is an exaggeration of danger, the smile is what I represent. Excitement is seeking exploration, my passion is the understanding of life, the future is mere expectation, in disappointment it is sure to be rife. The past is a mere collection of memories, their meaning is our perspective of their pain, a lesson learnt is a victory, the past is a future we can change.

Suffering is the belief in its experience, the mind is attached to what is gone, wisdom is the understanding of difference, right is in recognition of wrong. Purpose is the fuel for our thinking, become aware of who your thoughts serve, let go of a weight that is sinking, hold onto the values it preserves. In truth I have found my fixation, I ask questions of everything I do, its origins reveal its foundations, a lie is a reflection of what is true. Through existence our understanding is connected, the source is an expression of the soul, through doubt the mind is disconnected, fear is equal to what it cannot control. I have learnt to focus on the positives, every lesson is a yearning to be learnt, uncertainty finds power in the negative, a fire expects to be burnt. In life we experience sacrifice, be sure it is worthy of its cause, understanding is the path to paradise, our nature is subject to its laws.

Our worth is disguised as a distraction, a facades yearning for credibility, perception is a measure of attraction, the ego is a misunderstanding of humility. My suffering was in pursuit of justification, we seek blame to alleviate our pain, we become the victims of our own creation, responsibility is understood through change. A victim seeks relief in others, we seek a power we have within ourselves, through understanding we shall discover, life is a responsibility to itself. I found confidence on the road to recovery, I appreciate the opportunity to learn, over a year has passed since my injury, my loss is overcome by its return. Fear is an unforgiving mentality, I was afraid of who I could be, I judged outcome as a formality, I believed in something more powerful than me. Writing reveals my character, virtues reveal themselves, in truth I have become a messenger, an understanding for ourselves.

Poetry is a revelation of existence, a window of explanation to enjoy, its outcome is more meaningful than its appearance, a musical expression of joy. My words are melodies of discovery, the letters are understandings of themselves, every poem is a declaration of destiny, the truth is the realization of itself. Importance is measured in its existence, inferiority is a judgement within ourselves, its flow is betrayed by resistance, a desire to be something other than itself. We perceive ourselves as individuals, where worth is defined through lies, deception found power in principle, where life believed purpose was a prize. The power we share is indescribable, its explanation is a realization we are the same, certainty is clarification of the unquestionable, its outcome is a reflection of its name.

I believed unworthiness could be overcome by recognition, I write a book in response to shame, uncertainty yearns for validation, suffering is justified through blame. I believed my book would create my fortune, a misunderstanding of poetry's power, in truth its intent was importune, the minutes don't envy the hour. Purpose should be perceived as sacred, life is an explanation of itself, a whole is an understanding of hatred, division is a judgement of ourselves. Together we strive for greatness, in each other we shall experience strength, greed is convinced it is righteousness, success is not measured in length. Life is happening in recognition of us, we are the creators of everything that exists, our connection is our willingness to trust, the selfish are lost in the abyss.

Time is an expression of experience, we value the limits it creates, pain is equal to its significance, we hold onto everything it hates. I finish my book with expectation, I have failed to recognise its intent, in truth I have found inspiration, change is what it represents. Life is defined by achievements, we believe recognition is the path to success, as one we are in agreement, more is an attempt to dominate less. A routine is valued for its simplicity, clarity is a reflection of peace, the soul reveals its authenticity, understanding is sure to increase. Through discipline I seek the impossible, adaptability is a willingness to endure, our connection is perceived as invisible, in truth its certainty is sure. My life is an appreciation of its meaning, the truth is an understanding of its drive, passion is the creator of feeling, death is the realization I am alive.

I develop into an invitation for new people, I am open to everything they tell, deception is the good being portrayed as evil, a thief is revealed in what they sell. The truth has been manipulated for the masses, an exploiter believes power is equal to control, a realization reveals its passage, the truth is the gateway to the soul. This world is ruled by weakness, in power its fragility has been exposed, fear will seek justification in darkness, a door ensures it remains closed. Selfishness finds greatness in cooperation, greed is pathetic on its own, we are the victims of misinformation, understanding is defined through the unknown. A machine is subject to its ability, a snake cannot fly without wings, envy is the denial of responsibility, lies attach their worth to temporary things. Power is justified through its significance, a hierarchy defines our worth, the truth is equal to indifference, death is established through birth.         

In confidence I overcome feeling, faith is too trust in ourselves, purpose has given my life meaning, knowledge is the understanding of itself. The answers are awaiting their question, knowing is an experience of the unknown, the mind believes worthiness is a possession, loneliness is convinced it is alone. Integrity reveals its intention, honesty is to powerful to hide, the helpless are waiting for an intervention, fear is unprepared for the ride. Choices are the fuel for invention, we are the creators of own demise, letting go alleviates tension, a fall is an encouragement to rise. A system of vanity is collapsing, its purpose was revealed as a façade, an illusion of problems we are battling, the belief in a superficial God. Through fear our knowledge is limited, weakness disappears if denied, the righteous are quickly discredited, our power is the vulnerability they hide.

Anew is an understanding of the old, change overcomes its significance, a God that believed it was gold, a system that celebrates impulsiveness. Life redefined as randomness, elaboration is justified as a theory, lies foretold through callousness, truth is misunderstood as complexity. An ideology that exaggerated its design, simplicity is the nature of our making, inevitability is understood as time, power is uncertainty worth taking. Fear that found purpose in the nonsensical, hopelessness was worshipped as trust, truth was condemned as unethical, poverty was a consequence of disgust. Inferiority was overcome with superiority, a fantasy that rediscovered the facts, significance is the creator of inequality, the truth is revealed in which it lacks. Insanity is justified as reality, a delusion was convinced it was right, a future that feared clarity, the darkness is vulnerable to the light. 

The pandemic is fear disguised as salvation, a sickness will submit to its cure, a trusted source of exploitation, a realization we are expected to endure. Crisis is the imagination of chaos, without trust we are condemned to chance, fear is the creator of loss, music is the inspiration to dance. A machine that believed it was God, a delusion will never be real, intimidation is a squad, what lacks will seek to steal. An expression of power through magnitude, arrogance is blind with intent, manipulation creates solitude, disconnection harbours discontent. The overwhelming of the senses, panic is sure to induce relief, defiance overcomes consequence, the future exists as a belief. An outcome is a seeker of momentum, assumptions confirmed as fact, a snake is represented by its venom, safety is unaware of attack. The surface reveals its appearance, in depth we recognise proof, weakness is dependent on reassurance, strength is an expression of truth.

Four years has passed since my brain injury, the anniversary is a day to reflect, my growth made sense of mystery, through power I understood respect. The next day I am awoken with betrayal, my body reveals a sinister plan, poison with the intention to be fatal, a new nightmare has just began. A mother has poisoned her son with mercury, the ultimate portrayal of disgust, the unimaginable has left me in agony, my mother has betrayed the meaning of trust. Her grin is an expression of entitlement, her power grows through the infliction of pain, her joy is a reflection of achievement, her excitement is impossible to contain. In weakness evil sense's opportunity, my mother attacks me relentlessly whilst I am down, overcome I accept inevitability, without rescue I am destined to drown. In hospital the doctors forsake me, an enemy is responsible for themselves, I am subjected to much hostility, I have been identified as fear itself.

My return is welcomed with animosity, I am forced to apologize for myself, in confusion I attempt to attain honesty, I am responsible for the hatred they have of themselves. My mother enjoys tormenting me, my entire family support her campaign, overwhelmed I seek sanctuary, abuse is an attempt to overcome shame. Alone I am at their mercy, they seek power in defiance of my will, of life they have deemed me unworthy, evil has a purpose to fulfil. In truth their actions are senseless, denial is the inability to recognise pain, their wickedness condemns me to homelessness, they have convinced themselves I am insane. In defeat I found beginning, a new chapter of belief, through loss I am winning, my predicament has invoked peace. My experience was a revelation, I finally understood my past, through suffering I experienced liberation, misunderstanding is vast. Through action I exposed their loyalty, my writing is a question they failed to ask, their answer was to poison me, in truth I revealed their mask.

Imbalance is the creator of greediness, selfishness feels entitled to stay, a world of utter ruthlessness, where hunters believe power is prey. The devil is justification for deception, a responsibility to take what they want, the truth does not fear its question, superiority is an opportunity to flaunt. Wealth is equal to importance, life is identified by our worth, fear justifies self-importance, our understanding is a reflection of our birth. Morals are unaware of their value, the wicked have the freedom to thrive, lies are convinced they are true, death believes it is alive. An infinite source of envy, where uncertainty has power over mankind, an exit disguised as an entry, the soul is overcome by the mind. The imagination can be seductive, images create our dreams, beliefs are sure to be destructive, this world is merely a screen. Through change we meet its maker, the realization of its flow, in truth we are creators, a fact they ensure we never know.

In safety we seek authority, trust can do us no harm, in fear we believe inferiority, manipulation is the realization of its charm. The illusion fears its ending, we have been treated like a disease, our freedom is tired of pretending, oppression is living on our knees. Poverty equates to failure, whilst greed is a celebration of success, harmony is our nature, a pawn does not understand chess. Money has been used to enslave us, the media is an illusion of lies, the beliefs we are taught to trust, revealed as the devil in disguise. The masters of deception, control is a consequence of fear, the mind is deceived through perception, the truth ensures it is clear. We give our power to the enemy, the inadequate seek to take, the machines ensure we suffer relentlessly, with the sacrifices we are expected to make. We are born into obscurity, we are unaware of our cage, this world is a conspiracy, its purpose rewards the depraved. The truth invokes understanding, the suffering we have had to endure, discovery is enchanting, a realization of the cure. 

This world is ruled by cowards, power is the infliction of pain, inferiority is the creator of a tower, denial is the fear of shame. Humanity is the light in the darkness, the truth shall set us free, the mind believes its emptiness, the blind are convinced they can see. The future is an understanding of freedom, deception is an oppressive rule, unity is an outcome too believe in, greed is celebrated by a fool. In life we should value learning, growth is an opportunity to explore, understanding is the souls yearning, in truth there is nothing more. The victims of corruption, unnatural means to succeed, an acceptance of destruction, a desire depicted as a need. We humans have betrayed our nature, our history is forged on lies, understanding is our saviour, the wicked are sure to die. Truth is a realization of its power, their is beauty in its peace, the universe represents a flower, our power is known through its belief. Consequences require action, intentions reveal themselves, life is the minds reaction, to how we perceive ourselves.  

Our creator envisioned a utopia, where the mysteries of life reveal themselves, today our connection resembles a phobia, a misunderstanding of intention itself. We have been taught to believe a fantasy, a misinterpretation within ourselves, united we represent a family, an individual is a quest to serve themselves. Time is the creator of experience, desire is convinced it is a need, in life we believe its seriousness, joy is overcome by greed. Beliefs are understood in their acceptance, we envision what we wish to be, in truth this world is one of abundance, we are lost in our misconception of reality. Lies are dependent on their appearance, the truth is an understanding of its means, honesty is the pathway to independence, a human does not pretend to be a machine. In truth we recognise simplicity, complexity is a misinterpretation of the mind, life is an expression of creativity, we are an artists perception of its design. Evil understands power is uncertainty, a future of doom for those who disobey, fear seeks refuge in safety, weakness finds strength in dominating its prey.

Each soul is a representation of possibility, an appreciation of its intent, understanding has its obligation, revelation is what we represent. Meaning is passion for its purpose, exploration is a yearning for its drive, duty is recognised by its service, existence is a commitment to thrive. The mind creates meaning in the temporary, a fear of its value being lost, the truth is understood as extraordinary, the infinite does not recognise cost. Purpose is known as a beginning, discovery is a revelation of its depth, understanding requires its thinking, life is dependent on its breath. Our environment is equal to its significance, existence is our perception of reality, we suffer due to ignorance, we have become dependent on what we wish to see. Our power is one with understanding, in truth the spirit remains free, a journey is misunderstood in its planning, expectation is an expression of dependency. The time is now upon us, we must take responsibility for ourselves, honesty is the realization of trust, we are the universe experiencing itself.

Worth is a misconception of lack, the mind is convinced it is missing, gain is justification to attack, trust is an understanding of its giving. Life is an infinite opportunity to learn, unity is the realization of its outcome, we give in expectation of return, we cannot take from which we came from. A fragment is betrayed by its belief, a whole is understood by its objective, envy is the creator of a thief, change is achieved through its perspective. The physical ensures we are confined, its limits are the creators of injustice, we are prisoners with a dependence on mind, freedom is lost in those who cannot be trusted. The abuse I have sustained is indescribable, trauma has changed the nature of my existence, my rage can longer be contained, I have succumb to its persistence. Evil believes power inflicts cruelty, the weak live in fear of change, their is a wickedness at the heart of our society, machines have turned this world into a cage. Evil beings fear the light of exposure, the one in which I yield, I am the writer and the composer, my sword is without a shield. In truth I harbour its power, I shall unleash it on them all, with purpose I shall devour, and thus their empire shall fall. 

Seek & Thou shall be found

you will only see the surface if you do not seek within its depth

Who am I ?

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